Someone got me the first season of Scrubs. I finally sat down and watched the first episode. It was nice to see how it all began.

Anyway, I’ve been thinking about my flirting skills lately. I’ve always said that I can’t flirt and that I’m just not good at it, but I realized something this week. It’s not that I can’t flirt. I can, and I do. I do it more than I realize. Nothing over the top, but it happens.

The real problem is.. I’m just not good at flirting on demand. When expectations are made, I fall short.. So, I began to ponder why and I realized the answer had to do with my way of thinking.. I already had the answer. Because I believe that I’m a bad flirt, I end up being bad in those type of situations. I just needed to change my thought process. I really just need to be more out there in general.

So that’s what I did last weekend. I was stuck in line at the store and struck up a conversation with the man behind me. We exchanged numbers, got together last Wednesday (yadda yadda yadda), and that was that. It won’t go any further (mutual decision), but that’s besides the point. Those that know how shy and socially awkward I am know that it is a bit out of character for me to do something like that.