So my clock says it’s 7:47, but it doesn’t feel like it. It’s hard when the time changes. I feel so out of place right now. It’s weird. It’ll be great when I get off work tomorrow though. Technically, I won’t get off early, but it will feel like it.

Friday night, my friend and I went out on the beach to a local club. It had been a while since I’d really been in that setting, but I had a blast. There were a lot of spring breakers, and I met some fun guys. It was weird hanging out with 21 yr olds though. I don’t usually do that. I’m almost 26 1/2. I drank a lot though and although I didn’t do anything really really really bad.. I did do some things that I kind of wish I hadn’t. Damn the alcohol!

Speaking of men.. I’ve decided I need to open myself up to the dating scene. I’ve been single for quite a while now, and I know I’m to blame. I used to be very insecure, and I pretty much shut myself off from other people. The fear of rejection thing combined with low self esteem. But that was the OLD me. I previously wrote about how I had an ”a ha!” moment. So things are much better now. I’m happy with me!

But yes.. I’m ready to get out there again which means I will need to get out more. It will be fun.